fucking sad . never know i will feel this sad . never know i will get this hurt . never know i had gone this deep. this feeling just wont go off . and i know , it wont go off so easily . tell me what am i suppose to do now . just tell me . those words you said to her just keep reappearing in my mind every few minutes . those words you said to me , after i found the truth hurt me even more . saying sorry and not getting angry would have made me feel better . maybe its my fault , i should not have put in 100% in a relationship . & now , getting myself bruised all over . even if everything its ok now , those words you said constantly appear in my mind . the hurt you given me , had such great impact & it will not go off for now . hearts aching badly . wad should i do ? i cant get over this myself . hais . will the same thing happen again ?

one thing i know for sure now . - karma bites .