i wanna change my url already la . cant stand my url . cause its super duper retarded . but , i lazy leh . have to tell ppl relink all these . troublesome only . ahh , should i should i ? anyway . went bedok had dinner today . ate alot sia ! (: hope to put on more weight leh . hahaha . reached bedok, i was fucking pissed had a huge quarrel at first , but in the end , settle things (: haha .

oh , & alot ppl has been asking me what sch i am in , and when i tell them im in RP , they wil go on and ask me , what i got for my L1R4 . & i super hate it when ppl ask me that question ! cause i will get damn paiseh and dunno what should i ans . dunno if i should just tell them i got 20++ or tell them the truth . cause if i tell them the truth , they will go on and ask me alot of question , why this why that . and i have to go on and tell them my story one year ago , which i dont think there is anything to be proud of :( have done many sinful things last year before and after i was dropped out & im trying hard not to repeat the same mistakes i made last year ok ! ahh , but i received my first warning letter alr regarding my attendance . ok , next term starts , i promise i wont be late and will go sch everyday ! ah , jiayou michelle ! :D must stop thinking of play alr & think of my future . (:

addicted to facebook , bejewelled . but cant seem to hit the high score sia ! :( wonder how people can get 100k plus . crazyness . i played like more than 100 times still cant even hit 90k :( nvm , calvin & yongjun you wait , i will win both your score sooner or later (: tortise will win the race . tee-hee . =p

holidays are here yo ! (: have been having UTs this whole week . think im gonna flunk most of it badly ? haha ! anyway , school have been pretty much fun . besides the fact that , i was late almost everyday -.- okay , i seriously promise promise promise myself that once the holidays are over , i wont be late ever again for sch !


MICHELLE , you can do it ! :D im seriously so going to tell myself to sleep by 11 everyday . friends , if you happen to talk to me during that time , must force me to go sleep ! cant be late anymore alr :( hehs .

thursday -

somethings happened in the morning, when im on my way to school . actually , it already happened the previous night & it continued in the morning . im seriously tired by everything . physically & mentally . im sure you too . cause deep in our heart , we hanged on even though we knew we were totally different right from the start . However, the more we hanged on , the more quarrels we had . it gets worst every single day . quarrels , eventually turned to fight . when will it ever stop ? never , i guess . im tired , dont wanna think about it anymore again . broke down once i reached class . i hate the way you shouted at me , hated the way you indirectly insulted me , hated the way you say things sacarastically , hated the way you love me . cried once i reached class cause i cant hold on any longer , cant take the way you shouted and lectured me . im serioulsy upset by you . think i like cried very long . thanks to my classmates who comforted me and cheer me up yo (: im very much fine now already . nvm . lets drop this subject . haha . shant think about it ever again and never will i bring it up again . move on . (:

so , went to rebond my hair today yo ! went jean yip . cause theres some promotion thingy . did soft rebonding . cost me $140 ley . expensive or what ? but didnt rebond my fringe cause i scared will look flat . haha . alot ppl say not much difference ley ! cause last time alr kinda straight . only the back alitle ..... saded . but nvm , i like can alr (: teehee . xD

oya ! & theres supposed to be cheerleading on wed , but i did not go ! :( cries ! nvm , i think i will get kick out alr . so, may be joining tennis with jasmine and luk chung . & theres audition coming soon !

nway , woke up , prepared , and met up with weisheng and yong huat at my house downstair . felt so bad , cause they waited very very long for me to prepare finish ! haha . yong huat biked down elias mall , while me & weisheng took cab down siaaa . haha . ate , & went supermarket bought some stuffs for spagetti ! (: afterwards , cabbed down again to sembawang . slack at weisheng's place there . cooked spagetti ! hahaha . gambled , play cards until midnight . afterwards , their friends came over played mahjong . haha . im not really good at playing , so didnt join them :( yong huat also did not play with them ! haha . boring ley , watch them play only . but its alright la , i had fun too ! yong huat showed me some cards magic tricks . cool sia ! shall trick some of you people next time . teehee . =p played until 5 in the morning . went down city hall met nisa for mac breakfast . hotcakes yo ! (: soon after , trained home . damn shag . slept all the way on the mrt siol ._.

supposed to head down future today . in the end was cancelled cause something happened . so postponed to tmr . how sad ? :( sooo , met up with thommas even though im having a fever ! good ya ? hahaha ! headed down ehub (: slacked and went home cause was totally not feeling well at all . super sick . fever , headache , body ache, stomach pain , sore throat and all . dunno why i suddenly got fever sia ! :( maybe i caught that swine flu ? HAHA ! kidding =p lol . resting alr . hope my fever goes down by tmr ! in that way , i can have fun tmr ! hehs . =p


i want you baybeh ! (:
dont think you know i actually do miss you .

after sch , around 8 , went down ps meet up with classmates. - jasmine , luk chung , jianhong , jiawen , simon , eugene and wei xiang for dinner . dine at cafe cartel . afterwards , head down parklane for pool . videos were taken . its up at my facebook . go there see if any is interested . haha !
After that , met up with ws , jason , jason's gf and derrick . haha . drove around (: went iluma's arcade first . played with those catching soft toys the machine. haha ! jason caught alot of stuffs for his girlfriend ! envy envy . hahaha . ws wasted like 5 bucks i think , trying to catch one bear for me . in the end , never catch until ! but its ok luh . (: haha . headed to henderson wave afterwards . didnt know there was such things until ystd ! The henderson wave is pretty i tell you . (: its pretty romantic up there , many couples was up there enjoying themselves , smooching away . lmao ! recommend you guys to go up there if you have not been there . its located at henderson road btw (: near telok blangah park . haha . the scenery is much nicer at night with all the lightings . haha . headed down , changi airport later on . slacked at macs . was so tired by then . everyone of us was practically sleeping down there . lol ! cant get high anymore :( poor jason , despite being so tired , he have to send us back home then he can get home . haha . reached home around 6 . super shag . haha . & im having a fever nowww ! like suddenly sia ._.