1) i won $ 75 bucks because of soccer !
2) beloved nisa is back from australia !
3) i will have many nightlife this two weeks ! & night life is so so so so fun ! :D
4) partying on this & next friday !
5) HM is going treat me & my friends to expensive dinner ! cause he won $ 2800 from soccer !
6) im going to buy many many nice clothes & dresses !
7) im going to register for danceeeee !
8) im hanging out alot with all my beloved friends almost everyday !
9) im having more piercings soon !
10) & im loving my current life right now ;D !

ps, michelle is trying hard to forget.
but she still misses and care for you much;
though you dont seem to care a shit about it .
its hard to let you go . xoxo

ps , i seriously miss you truckloads . i miss your company . I miss having someone to turn too when im down or bored . i miss listening to your crap . i miss hearing your voice . whatever , i just miss everything about you . why ? i guess everything you told me last night are lies ? & & how could you swear about a lie . i dun care how you may think about me . But up to now , i haven forgotten you despite everything that happened in between ;D
i hope you know im talking about you .
& yes , its YOU .

ps, its been days ,
but im still missing you like crazy . :(
xoxo

boyfriend ,
you make my world go round .
xoxo

loves & misses to you !
xoxo

& i wanna specially thanks glenda for the constant worry , care , concern you had given me ! i know i bad , i know i have let you all down . i know i have changed . im really sorry !

to dearest glenda ! :
thanks for helping me being the messenger between hong meng, & my mother .
thanks for accompanying my mother and worrying for me on that particular night when i did not go back home as i was enjoying outside
thanks for being there for me on the phone when my bf & me broke up.
thanks for all the advice you gave me on my family & relationship.
thanks for all the little things you have done for me.
thanks for letting me realise how rebellious i have become.
thanks for pursuading not to s**** , though i still do it ! ( one out of two earing . rmb? )
thanks for letting hong meng know about my whereabouts.
thanks for defending him.

& also , sorry for causing you so much trouble between me & him .
sorry for having you to be drag into the problem .
sorry for shouting at you on that when me & my bf broke up .
sorry for being such a coward last time by not standing up for you & helping you when you have problems.
sorry for having you to quarrel with my friend on friendster.
sorry for causing you to quarrel with your bf on that day when we were at far east because of what my friend said that offended you . ( but seriously, i dont want you to blow the matter up and turn things ugly. cause, i dont want any parties to get injuried )
sorry for letting you down cause i changed .

im sorry & grateful to you my dear friend !
you made me realise many things ;D !

oh my oh my oh my , i finally went out with my family today , after so long ! i still cant believe i actually did it ! LOL . yes, all of you may be thinking go out with family only wad, whats the big deal . but, for me , i have not went out with my family or should i say , sit down together & have dinner with them for like 8 months plus ! & this is the first time after so long ! truthfully , i feel kind of bad & guilty for neglecting my family . im sorryyyyyyyyyy ! :( anyway , went to have dinner to celebrate fathers day & bowling !





ps , i seriously miss you love .
all the wonderful times we had .
im sorry for everything .

went roller blading and pool-ing with glenda , her bf & my friendddd, ZH at east coast ! [: drag zh along last minute . LOL . we had so much funnnn ! & i was filled with bruises from all the falls .
but it is alright . hehs ! on the way back to return the skates & bicycle, my leg was damn pain . so , i made ZH walked all the way back like 5 km like that . LOL . cause i borrowed his bicycle as i did not want to carry on blading ! HAHAHA . i know im evil . Anyway , i felt super bad la ! sorryyyyyyyyyyyyy ZH ! ;D hee hee .
went to play pool afterwards .