early morning , thommas woke me up ! my beauty sleep ! :( wanted to lay more in bed actually . but he called me say he pei me go down tampines repair my fucking lousy piece of shit phone . stupid phone ! i haven complain . the button all spoil sia ! cant press any button man :( then i accidentally off my phone , and my phone cant be on again !! RAWR . irritated la ! now have to use this lousy lousy phone as spare phone :( embarrassing . -.- ok , so met thommas at tampines mrt , went repair my phone . haha . then went find glenda at the restaurant she working at ! (: afterwards , went down simei mrt meet nisa , thommas then went meet his friends . haha . went down bugis shop (: haha . then went down nisa house afterwards , met her friends , went drinking at pasir ris beach . (: home sweet home ! haha .

finally bought all my CNY clothes . thanks valerie & sharmaine for accompanying me that day , esp val ! (: make you walked with me for so many hours finding my stuff , making you so tired. =/ sorry ! haha . chinese new year eve ! went down grandma house for reunion dinner .

ystd , some stuffs happen . made me so fucking pissed . i thought you were abit different from the rest . i thought you could be trusted . i was just giving myself time to see if things could change . and i knew it , you failed . to think you ruin everything . come on la , it serious disgust me to think you could do things like that . go on with your own life and dont pissed me of like this again . seriously , i dont care much la , it doesnt affect me much either beside feeling so disgusted by you and your flirty ways . i hate guys like this and sad to say you belong to this caterorgy . LOL . & im glad to know im right about you from the start . i knew behind my back you would do things like that . i was right . luckily i had myself prepared that explains why im not upset at all . wadever , if you think i will blog scolding you vulgarities all that , you are wrong . why should i scold you ? its your life anyway . you are free to do what you like . you said last night was very painful . then let me tell you , last night , is the most disgusting day of my life know ? wadever la . plain disgusting i could say .

and you sent me this message ystd : i spent a whole night thinking . i dont wanna deny anything cause im at fault . i will change . but you might not believe me anymore . you have no idea how painful last night was . spent alot of time thinking how to reply you . all i could think of is sorry . i love you . i swear ..

look , let me tell you then , you dont have to spend the whole night thinking . a few seconds will do . of course you are at fault . you will change ? come on , you think im a fool ? you did the same thing to you your last 2 ex . so you think you will change for me ? i dont think you need to make a huge sacrifice for me . cause i dont want it . no idea how painful last night was ? then you have no idea how disgusted my night was. all you could think of its sorry ? dont need pls . im not even related to you , not even your gf . say sorry for what shit ? i love you , i swear ? love me ? FUCK YOU . love every other girl too . lolol .

pissed man , anyway , met up with friends later . went ws mac to eat . haha . thanks weilun for giving me so much advice and telling me logic in life ! haha . you are very mature lor ! haha . then slack awhile then went pasir ris park watched the sunrise . but wait so long the sun haven come out , so tired then went home ! hahaha . OYAAAA , & i saw a shooting star ! and pasir ris beach . oh my ! im was like so happy . haha . made a wish . (: hope it will come true ? hoho .






one more thing , the moon that day looks very funny . seem so low and the shape is super funny . i kept laughing and laughing la !

whats the matter with me man . feeling so moodless these days . just got dismiss from my job . _|_ im like mentally tired . i want some time for myself la . so many things going on . i just feel so stress up . i just dunno wad to do about it sia . pls pls , pray hard for me to return back to poly so i can start my life proper again :( i dont wish to think about anything right now man . yes , im avoiding all of it , but it makes me feel better rather than accepting reality . all i need is a couple of weeks to sort things out . give me some time , dont pressure me alright ? hais =/

first day of work today ! haha . posted to the outlet at suntec . (: haha . work sales at some shop call san street . haha . lucky my boss very nice ! & all the people working around also very nice lor (: haha . thought i was late at first . rushed down there , in the end , shop also haven opened. haha . boss later than me sia ! haha . taught me where are all the stocks , how to use the cash register all that . stress man . so many things to remember luh =/ haha . anyway , work was pretty slack . not much customers , cause maybe its a monday ? o.O haha . chit chatted with collegues and just slack around. haha . quite boring cause no customers ! :( haha . around 4 , edmund came to find me again ! (: haha . & surprise me again la he ! bought me this pig key chain uh ! haha . remind me not to oversleep ! hoho . what a nice & funny guy is he ! (: haha . after work , nicholas came ! (: send me back home . & i applied back to poly man ! choose business course , hope can get in ! ^^ *pray hard ! *

went out with nicholas and his friends for dinner at aston ! (: the food there very nice man . ^^ haha . after dinner , his friends left . So we went down ehub to watch movie ! watched ong bak 2 . haha . After movie , went down mac for supper . haha . had cheese cake ! lol . their cheese cake there nicer than yours leh nicholas ! =p hehe . joking la , but your cheese cake was really nice also la ! ate all by myself leh ! HAHA . ( dont get so happy when i say yours nice k .) So , walked all the way home from ehub to my house cause there was no more last bus ! :( super long man the walk . but im like used to it alr , dunno have been walking home for how many days alr la . haha . thanks to all my friends who insisted on walking me back home instead of letting me take the transport ! =/

went down city hall meet calvin . went to marina square to look for some jobs ! haha . cause i overslept the last two days and did not go down to the current job , boss angry sia . =/ haha . so decided have to find a new job ! lol . find for a few hours . then afterwards , went to meet edmund . haha . sorry edmund ! made you wait so long at marina square ! =/ feel so bad . so , went to play pool at marina . haha . i win calvin sia . haha . happy la , at least got some one noober than me . =p hoho . took mrt back to pasir ris around 11 . In the mrt station , edmund gave me a small bear man . haha . surprise me again la ! haha . feel so bad , cause i didnt know he haven ate his dinner at all while waiting =/ sorryy ! ( next time haven eat dinner must say k ! ) haha . then , took mrt back to pasir ris with calvin . met up with nicholas to have prata at central . left around 1 plus . missed the last bus man . so have to walked all the way back from central to my house ! =/ you know how far isit ?! my leg almost break la ! have to thank calvin for walking me back home . if not so late walk home alone , can die . -.- ahh , pei him slack at my house down stairs cause he had to wait for the first bus . but pei him until 2 plus only , caused im super tired . sorry to pang seh you ! haha .

first day of work ! haha . supposed to reached there by 11.30 . and i 11 then left my house ! half an hour how to reach there on time . then no choice , cabbed down to fareast . 15 bucks sia . heart pain =/ anyway , work today was great ! my boss and collegues were very nice ! quite easy serving customers there . unlike those shop selling clothes , shoes all those . haha . had a few difficult customers , pissed with them la . but oh well , must tolerate ! (: haha . first day of work was indeed GREAT ! thanks to my friends who came down to support and cheer me on ! haha .

thanks dennis for coming by at the shop to see me work ah . haha . really happy when i saw you la seriously ! (: thanks nicholas for coming all the way here to pass me the cake and the bear ah ! so grateful ! & thanks edmund for surprising me at the shop la ! and to think you came quite early and already saw me working for so long , but i did not even know you were there man ! HAHA . funny sia . you really surprise me alot alot i tell you ! haha . & thanks all the rest , for calling me up and ask me hows work today ! thanks all my friends ! (: haha . really appreciate it . & seriously , i kind of like this job alot alot . not much stress also ! & oya , thanks to my collegue for helping me re pierce my nose again at a very cheap rate ! (: hahaha . work gonna be fun though its tiring ! xD

Monday -

decided its time to look for a proper job already ! so monday , went for job hunt . i want give A BIG BIG THANKS TO PAUL , for accompanying the whole day to look for job man ! thanks so much , thanks for keep calling my handphone to wake me up & thanks for waiting so so so long for me ! (: haha . if not , i dont think i will ever get to find a job by myself . haha . that what friends are for man ! ^^ so , went down bugis then down to fareast to look for job . & finally , there is one shop i went to , asked me to start work immediately which is like tmr ! (: super happy la . hehs . SOOOOO , i will be working at fareast xcraft there . (: haha . 1000 per month . economy so bad , can get job this pay i think im satisfied alr la . (: hahaa . truthfully , im kind of excited to start work leh , cause like super long never work alr . haha . excited until i cant sleep . & guess what i did for the whole night ?! hahaha . i play stupid msn games with edmund ! i win him 2 game siol ! HAHA . feel so smart manxzxzxz (:

HM , seriously , can you stop contacting me ? didnt i make it clear that we will not be contacting anymore ? you change your hp number , i dont even give a damn . so dont call me and ask me if i got call your hp ok ? cause let me tell you , i never even bother to call you , did you realise i never even bother asking for your new number when you told me you changed number alr ? haha . seriously , you can jolly well stop contacting me la ok ? just go ahead well with your 2 girlfriends and just leave me alone and stop harrassing me pls ?

& look , you are seriously such a coward . change your blog adreess oh ? lol ! scared your girlfriend go your blog then come see my blog then know about all your wrong doings outside right ? haha . dont be such a loser la k ? dare to do , dont dare admit sia . if you so scared your girlfriend break with you , then dont do all these bad things behind her back la ! so much for saying you love her huh ? so desperate for girls ah ? then go geylang la ! there got , skinny , fat , ugly , pretty girls . so many variety for you to choose what . (: i cant wait for the day you get your retribution man .

& i promise you , i will find a way and expose all your wrong doing outside , and let your gf know what you did to her behind her back . you just wait . dont think you change your blog i cant find it . you wait & see ok .

& today , you call me for what ? call me tell me all those things again ? im sick of hearing all those things la . cause im finding you more and more disgusting , more and more hypocrite . in front of your girlfriends or your friends , shout at me those kind . then when you are alone at night , come crying to me all those , and talk so much crap . im not the least interested in hearing you say all these things ok ? you are simply so fake and disgusting i tell you . im so glad , i finally see through you and realise what kind of person you are . & let me tell you , not ony me think that way , alot of my friends think that way of you too . (: they all know what are hypocritical person you are . (: pls, reflect on everything you do . and just think how fake you are , do you even know ?

i shall stop here , writing more of you can make me vomit blood .

went down ehub today around 5 . played pool , ate , and watch movie ! (: watched bed time stories . haha . funny show sia seriously . cant help but keep laughing . lol . after movie , went back home alr ! reached home around 12 . so early sia . dunno why , these few days like go back home much earlier than last time alr . haha . hope i can continue this way . hanging out late at night , seriously bad for health + will grow old faster sia ! all the dark rings come out . so uglyyyyyyy . :( :( :( :( & oya , thanks for the prepaid card ! feel so bad man seriously .