im tired . i thought i can stand the way you joke and played around some times , but it gets over alr . over to the extend that i cant take it . to many things happen lately , you cant blame me if i lost trust in you . you make me feel like im alone , its only me here and there's no you . it always seem like im at fault . im keeping everything to myself , cause i dont wanna have quarrels with you . bet you dont know how i am feeling all this while . if you even care , ask around my friends , i told them all i could have said . i dont know , why are you doing this , im not sure if thats your character or are you being on purpose . but , i have been good all along , havent i ? tell me , just where had i done wrong to deserve all this ? i done everything i could have to you . i wanted you to feel that there's always someone here for you . but guess i didnt manage the way i wanted it to be . i dunno how you feel , you never once told me . you just kept every single thing to yourself . its being unfair to me . now , i cant even understand why did you even started with me . you once said this , " nice to bully you . " thinking back everything , maybe you are right , im nice to bully , cause you took my goodness for granted . but , i dunno why i still stick with you till now . maybe cause , i know im happy with you . but i know , soon , all would be over .
how much will it matter to ,
you if im going to turn my back against you ?