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i realised that i have not been going sch for like 2 weeks plus alr !!!! how ?! every week only go one time like that . ahh , dunno whats happening again sia ! like the feel to study gone again . im damn scared i will repeat my past mistakes :( this few weeks , kept staying out at night, never go home, never go school . hais . i dunno whats happening la seriously . i like cant manage my own time properly sia . damn irritated la . alot of my friends did adviced me . but i dunno why im still like this leh ! how how ?! i dont wanna have regrets again . i can imagine how disappointed my father must have been in me . he didnt really scold me for what i have done . feel really guilty sia :( im sorry daddy, i know you are reading this . (: hais . okay , i really promise myself here that i WILL go sch from today alr ! i seriously wont disappoint those who care anymore . promise promise promise ! hope that its not too late also , that i wont be retain or get expel :( must work hard le . for my wei lai . heh hehs . & also , wanna say sorry to john , cause think my dad sort of scolded him . thought he influence me not to go school . but is really not his fault at all =/