♥ M I C H E L L E

Monday, July 27, 2009 ' 11:02 AM

I love you <3

hahaha , played with my webcam ! lol .

im not zi lian ok , its once in awhile thing ! hahaha !
girls ma ~ =p

hahhaa , see all this picture i wanna laugh also sia . heh .

ok , actually i wanna say ,

i realised that i have not been going sch for like 2 weeks plus alr !!!! how ?! every week only go one time like that . ahh , dunno whats happening again sia ! like the feel to study gone again . im damn scared i will repeat my past mistakes :( this few weeks , kept staying out at night, never go home, never go school . hais . i dunno whats happening la seriously . i like cant manage my own time properly sia . damn irritated la . alot of my friends did adviced me . but i dunno why im still like this leh ! how how ?! i dont wanna have regrets again . i can imagine how disappointed my father must have been in me . he didnt really scold me for what i have done . feel really guilty sia :( im sorry daddy, i know you are reading this . (: hais . okay , i really promise myself here that i WILL go sch from today alr ! i seriously wont disappoint those who care anymore . promise promise promise ! hope that its not too late also , that i wont be retain or get expel :( must work hard le . for my wei lai . heh hehs . & also , wanna say sorry to john , cause think my dad sort of scolded him . thought he influence me not to go school . but is really not his fault at all =/

JIAYOU MICHELLE !

work work work hard okay ?!

OYA , & OCH AT NIGHT VERYYYY SCARYYYYYYY SIAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!

p/s

i feel so empty within .

am i not worth you treating me like how you should ?

im so hurt !

' 9:17 AM

I love you <3

21st july was john's birthday !

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SWEETY ! ^^

so, around 2 plus , went down pasir ris collect his present first . haha . dragged until quite long and i thought i was going to be late to meet him ! somemore the bus wait damn long sia . was damn anxious that time cause his bithday and i dont wanna him to wait for me quite long and end up he not happy . haha . he keep calling me , and i dont dare ans also , cause scared later he nag nag . haha ! so decided to cab down yishun alr . then when i on cab , i called him , and he said he still at home sia ! angry leh . waste money take cab la !
so , met him at yishun and pass him his present . hehe ! see him smile when recieved the present i also happy . hahaha ! at first i damn scared he wont like what i gave . luckily he like. tee-hee . (: so , went over northpoint arcade , played photohunt again , haha ! then met up his friends and went kfc to eat . afterwards , went over 213 there and slack with his friends until night. haha . then midnight some of us went over safra and play billard . and then went to eat . hahaa . his friends damn funny , keep down there playing at the coffeeshop . haha . then after that his another friend came and tell us that they play until fight . then john rushed there and stopped them . after that , found out they only acting only sia ! lol ! they fight until damn real sia . until got police come . luckily nothing happened . lol . then went back 213 there slack again until morning . then cabbed over john house later on . and went home around evening . haha . shaggg ~
i hope you are really happy with what i gave you ,and i wish you had a very happy 18th birthday here although there was not much celebration ! :D love ya !

the present (:

the cupcakes(:

cookies. look ugly here . haha

he act one shy . =p

act one shy again . =p

duuno wad fuck he doing, haha !

p/s , learn to appreciate. (:

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ' 11:18 PM

I love you <3

ah , super lazy to blog alr. haha . alot things happen siaaa ~ haha . anyway , wanna blog on our first month , met up with darling quite late that day . went over douby ghaut , watched ice age 2 . haha . the show damn funny la ! haha . he brought me over to crystal jade to eat. haha . he so nice ! i ordered alot siaaa , cannot finish . =x luckily dont have to pay for food wastage , haha ! the bill come i think 50 over sia . haha . so so ex ! haha . some more the food not say very nice . hehe . see the food ! :D

played basket ball at the arcade also . haha ! i want show off our score ! =D
SEE SEE !

pro right ? hehs !

p/s

wont cherish until we lose it .

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ' 12:21 PM

I love you <3

im tired . i thought i can stand the way you joke and played around some times , but it gets over alr . over to the extend that i cant take it . to many things happen lately , you cant blame me if i lost trust in you . you make me feel like im alone , its only me here and there's no you . it always seem like im at fault . im keeping everything to myself , cause i dont wanna have quarrels with you . bet you dont know how i am feeling all this while . if you even care , ask around my friends , i told them all i could have said . i dont know , why are you doing this , im not sure if thats your character or are you being on purpose . but , i have been good all along , havent i ? tell me , just where had i done wrong to deserve all this ? i done everything i could have to you . i wanted you to feel that there's always someone here for you . but guess i didnt manage the way i wanted it to be . i dunno how you feel , you never once told me . you just kept every single thing to yourself . its being unfair to me . now , i cant even understand why did you even started with me . you once said this , " nice to bully you . " thinking back everything , maybe you are right , im nice to bully , cause you took my goodness for granted . but , i dunno why i still stick with you till now . maybe cause , i know im happy with you . but i know , soon , all would be over .

how much will it matter to ,
you if im going to turn my back against you ?

Sunday, July 5, 2009 ' 6:57 PM

I love you <3

saturday ! john darling brought me to watch fireworks with his dad ! haha . thought it was some NDP preview at first , but it wasnt ! haha . it was some american national day or smth . so went down yishun meet him , then went down woodland meet his dad and cabbed down to the place . (: haha . the place , full of americans la . haha . felt alittle uneasy at first , but luckily got him beside me ! (: hehe . & the food there is super expensive . only ate one large hot dog and it cause 8 bucks . haha . anyway , did enjoyed myself . the fireworks damn nice sia ! haha . lasted about 10 min like that. hahaha . slacked over at his place and followed him cut hair also .

i saw something which disappointed me . ( hais . nvm , i dont wanna probe into this matter . i dont wanna unecessary quarrels . as long as you are happy . lets just hope , it wont happen again . regardless of anything , i just want the truth from you , cause it hurts to hear your love's lies .

can you see the american flag ?

darling and his dad .(:

the fireworks ! (:
chio right .

p/s
one more week . ^^
iloveyou .

' 10:55 AM

I love you <3

lazy to post about details . so shall just post some pictures i took up (: haha . anyway , watch transformer 2 with my dearest girl . the movie is a must watch ! :D super nice , you wont regret .

my lovely nisa . (:

went out with my dearest girl on friday ! how sad , sharmaine couldnt join us ! better go out soon with us okay ! miss you guys alot la :( walked and shop all around town . haha . had lots of fun with her that day . (: love ya .

haha !

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 ' 9:35 AM

I love you <3

why blogger cant upload pics when i feel like blogging now ?!?!?! shit . shall blog again tmr . first , i wanna sincerly say sorry here to YJ , for disappointing you again and again .
i wont do it again . really really .

&&

woohoo ! few more days is our first month ! hehs . like so fast ley . =D cant wait . hehe .

and in about 2 week time is darling's 18th birthday also ! hahahaha .
ahh , thinking how should i celebrate & what should i get for him !
hehe . i want him to have a unforgettable bday la (: but i dunno wad i should do. =/ ideas ?
he's so cute ystd . he said , he wanna go cine outside smoke first . cause he finally can smoke legally and wont get caught . LOL .

shall upload more when blogger can upload pics again . (:

' 5:59 AM

I love you <3

last saturday was luk chung and jasmine birthday ! haha .
WISH BOTH OF YOU A VERY HAPPY BITHDAY HERE ! :D
went meet john darling at cine first , then went over somerset mrt to meet the luk chung and the rest . (: head over luk chung's house to celebrate their birthday . haha .
some of the pictures (:

the two birthday girls !