my laptop spoil sia ! need one week plus to service :( :( so , met my friend early early morning , and lend me laptop ! hahaha . thanks thanks thanks so much ! ^^ actually today reach sch very early de . first time sia ! but in the end , went eat mac breakfast and end up late again . lol . reached sch , classmates said got people in our sch , my block , some more my level kena H1N1 sia ! LOL . then some classes got send back home . haha .
met up with john darling after class . went jp walk walk . haha . as usual , went arcade and play photo hunt . haha ! addicted to this game sia . lol . around 5 , went over sbw meet weisheng bro . something really bad happened . hais . totally make me no mood . sorry weisheng , finally met up with you then i like this . hais . just this incident between us can totally change my mood sia . i know , its my fault . i should have told you earlier i was meeting him . just one week plus only , & dunno if your trust for me have dropped :( your msges made me so upset throughout the entire night . less than two weeks and you are alr disappointed in me . i know its me , i aint good at all .
you give me a feeling that strong , never felt like this for long .
im not sure if what i am doing is right .
at the very least , now i know , the feeling of losing someone close .
never felt so weak & helpless before .
i dont wanna feel this way again .
michelle stay strong , dont fall again .
<3
