today , supposed to meet glenda and thommas at 2 ! i was super late . =/ as usual . really very angry with myself sia . why cant i just be early for once ?! michelle ! damn . made glenda angry with me , made glenda yelled at thommas , made thommas waited downstair for me for very long :( its all all my fault . and when i reached , i dunno why i showed attitude to thommas . its like my fault , and i knew it ! but i just cant control myself . cause im angry with myself , thus i showed attitude to the ppl around me , venting my anger to the ppl around me . shit man . i hate myself to be like this and im trying to change ! but its hard . sorry thommas . really sorry . and sorry glenda for ruining our plan . and really really , i promise you all , i wont be late again ! no , i mean if i may be late , but i wont be late for so long anymore . promise ! (:

so , change plans . went ws with thommas , slack at library and waited for nisa to come , trained down to fareast walk around . then over to my house for some movie . haha . coming over again on friday to ton ! :D yay ! ok , gonna meet glenda at 4 tmr ! PLEASE PLEASE MICHELLE ! DONT BE LATE !!! :( ok , you will be a pig if you are late ! *pray hard , wake up early ! *