whats the matter with me man . feeling so moodless these days . just got dismiss from my job . _|_ im like mentally tired . i want some time for myself la . so many things going on . i just feel so stress up . i just dunno wad to do about it sia . pls pls , pray hard for me to return back to poly so i can start my life proper again :( i dont wish to think about anything right now man . yes , im avoiding all of it , but it makes me feel better rather than accepting reality . all i need is a couple of weeks to sort things out . give me some time , dont pressure me alright ? hais =/