first day of CYN ! went down grandma house again . received lot of red packets ! but also not i keep =/ mother take away -.- sad sia ! gambled gambled with parents and relative . lose money . =/ stayed until 8 plus , then went down nicholas house played mahjong . haha .

second day of cyn ! went down father side of relative . super alot ppl . & super bored . everyone busy with their own stuffs , nothing much to do down there also . bored , went down woodlands meet thommas . before going , quarrelled with mum at there . i dont understand , whats wrong with lending me money ? and its only 20 bucks. -.- and i dont understand why i cant keep any red packets ? all my friends can , why cant i ? im not asking to keep all red packets right ? just some only also cant . -.- seriously , i cant stand the way you treat me , your biasness and everything . all the critism and looking down . i cant stand it ok . the way you treat me , its getting worst each day . Look , i fucking have feelings . _|_ whatever la . thanks daddy for taking out your red packet money and lend me . (: i love you dad ! (: