its been five days .
sweety , i hope you know i do . [:
alot of things happen within this week.
its a start of everything new .
lord , guide me . so i wont repeat the same mistakes again .
deep in me , im still worried , that things will not turn out right .
im afraid of falling all over again .
afraid that the same things will play all over again .
afraid that i will be hurt once more .
some how , i have this insecurity in me .
im not sure how things will go in the future neither do i want to think about it .
lets just walk through this together each day and see how things go .
but i promise , i will hold on to you tightly .
im afraid of letting go once i took it up .
im sure you too right ?

ps ,
all i ever needed is you to love me wholeheartedly . [:
will you ?