its been two days . i have still not recieve any calls from you love . i still do not know when you will return home . i have been emoing alot for the past few days . lying on my bed doing nothing . thinking of our past . this seperation really tell me how much i really need you . im not sure but in my heart, i believe i have already take it that you will be mine forever. im really afraid that i will not be able to see you any more. cause you went to a far away place . some where which is very dangerous . really, do not buy anything for me, your safety is good enough . take care of yourself ok sweety ?

i dunno why , i have been keep checking my friendster this two days . & im really very happy to recieve your comment la ! like , knowing that , you still bother to find a computer there and write comment to me , im really happy . once i receive your comment , immediately , i will be happy again for few hours. But after awhile , i will be sad again . worrying for you . ps , i will be looking forward for your comment everyday . do write for me to let me know that you are safe love ! [:

ps, i know you will be mine forever . all the silly, bad, funny, enjoyable times we had. i will never forget . you change my life . without you , i really dunno how to carry on with my life .


remember you once told me , i want you to continue controlling me . if you are suddenly gone , i really not use to no one controlling me anymore . & you also said . we live in our world only . no body else but only the two of us . im really touched by every single things you do for me. All the things you bought for me . even when you at overseas , you even thought of buying things for me. ask me what i want . in japan , you bought loads of food for me . in taiwan , you bought loads
of clothes for me . this time, you bought a dior make up set for me . i really apreciate all that you done for me . im really sorry if i had hurt you many time and you still forgive me .

& i really also appreciate all that your family have done for me . esp your mum . all that your mother had done for me . though im not her daughter, but she still treat me like one. dote on me. im really glad. i really feel very happy with you and your family you know? now that my family likes you alot too , all the dinner , birthday , karoke sessions you had with my family . im sure we will last . last to the end of time . i swear i had never love anyone as much as i had for you. [: you changed me . i just need you to be with me sweety . promise me ? [: