Everything is driving me crazy . Im afraid i cant hold on any longer . Can someone just guide me to the right path ? i hate the kind of life i am leading now . where did all my close friends go ?
& where are you sisters ? everyone is just busy with their own stuffs and their boyfriends that they neglect their close ones whom they had so much happy times before.
Is friendship / sistership that fragile ? :(

i dunno why, i feel like quiting right now . But , somehow , the only person whom i scared i will disappoint is my father . His hopes for me and everything .Thats why i hold on . & also , I want to prove to you , AND I ESPECIALLY MEAN YOU , that i can do it . But some how, i feel that im losing this game . Not only that , i had also , to bear with you insulting & critising me each day . im tired alright ? I cant take it anymore . i need support from all my sisters and close friends .
pls, dun make me give up . Cause, i dont want too . there is just this little thing holding me back .

seriously , i hate this kind of life . i hate running away each time . yes, i want back the past . where i dont get into any trouble . but, i guess i cant anymore . its too late too turn back .

Lastly , dun think you people understand me .