NOOOOOOOOOO ! its disgusting can ! they are like DAMN skinny ! my tian , wonder how ppl can stand seeing them like this . is so fuckingly ugly can ! all bones ! -.- MY GOD . im going to have nightmare soon . see their rib cage and their waist. LOL . no breast & no butt .

pls people , i may be skinny , but im absoultely NOT like them ! i got some fats and meat ok ! [:

thank god !

today was so fun so fun ! [:

went with Tinghui , Jesslyn , Pris , Linjia , Ash & Zac to studyyyy ! [:
see , im so guai luhhh ! decided to buck up on my work . hahahaha .
*clap hands for michelle* ;D
after awhile , we girls got damn bored & we decided to cam whore . LOL . anyway , jesslyn & tinghui went off first .
after that , me, pris , ash and zac went to bendemeer mall for our dinner !
the food was freaking yuckyyy ! :(
we chit chatted quite abit . & & i found out that ash has third eye !
oh my tian ! he said that those spirits look ver scary .
their face are like disfigured that kind of thing . MY GOD .
i was freaked out cannnnnnnn ! * shivers*
wonder how people can survive seeing those spirits !
if i have seen one, i think i will just faint & die on the spot .
pris also said that , after 15 years if you have not seen one,
you will never get to see it after that .
pray hard that this is true man ! [: HAHA .
im so freak out laaaa ! yes , im a coward ok . hee

anyway , photos for the day
enjoy ! [:

Tinghui & jesslyn is uber cuteeee ! [:

i have got a hot , cute , loveable
but but , not so sweet, understanding, caring, romantic, considerate boyfriend .
but still , i love himmmm ! [:

* to those bitches , i will fuck you upside down
if you all gonna continue to flirt with him.

oh my tian tian tian tian, i got a great shock when i saw this .
look at the amount of work i have to do !
& to think i did not even know !
gosh , im so so so so dead .
be glad that im gonna faint soon people. [:


Foundation Psyche:

23rd MAY (Friday) - Online Quiz 3 EXTENDED!

23rd MAY (Friday) - SDL Activity EXTENDED!

1st JUNE (Sunday) - Hand in Individual Write-up (Psychology in Magic)

30th JUNE (Friday) - 3 Journal Logs / 1 Mandatory from Module 9

Academic Writing:

22nd MAY (Thursday) - Post Essay outline for Assignment 2 to Dis. Board

29th MAY (Thursday) - Post Topic proposal for Assignment 3 to Dis. Board

23rd JUNE (Friday) - Submit Assignment 2 (ESSAY)

Computer Applications:

25th MAY (Sunday) - E-Learning (Information Superhighway) Submission

25th MAY (Sunday) - E-Lab (Office Automation) Submission

23rd JUNE (Monday) - Excel worksheet individual proj.

Public Speaking: (to be updated!)

22nd MAY (Thursday) - Impromptu speech delivery

28th MAY - Written draft for Special Occasions Speech ready

25th JUNE - Special Occasions Speech delivery

16th JULY - Inform./Pers. Speech draft ready

6/13th AUG - Inform./Pers. Speech delivery

Everything is driving me crazy . Im afraid i cant hold on any longer . Can someone just guide me to the right path ? i hate the kind of life i am leading now . where did all my close friends go ?
& where are you sisters ? everyone is just busy with their own stuffs and their boyfriends that they neglect their close ones whom they had so much happy times before.
Is friendship / sistership that fragile ? :(

i dunno why, i feel like quiting right now . But , somehow , the only person whom i scared i will disappoint is my father . His hopes for me and everything .Thats why i hold on . & also , I want to prove to you , AND I ESPECIALLY MEAN YOU , that i can do it . But some how, i feel that im losing this game . Not only that , i had also , to bear with you insulting & critising me each day . im tired alright ? I cant take it anymore . i need support from all my sisters and close friends .
pls, dun make me give up . Cause, i dont want too . there is just this little thing holding me back .

seriously , i hate this kind of life . i hate running away each time . yes, i want back the past . where i dont get into any trouble . but, i guess i cant anymore . its too late too turn back .

Lastly , dun think you people understand me .

OMFGG ! i talked to my dearest nisa today for like two whole hours ! [:
5 months plus , after my dear girl went to australia to study , i lost contact with her . until today , i finally talked to her ! MY GOD !
i seriously miss you so much la ! When i heard your voice , i pratically teared la ! feel honoured my dear girl ! ;D LOL . & pls , you changed so much also ! Do not smoke again ok ! if ever touch it again , i will go down there & whack your ass ! [: hahaha .
i miss you i miss you ! [: miss all the times we had . All the laughter , retardness , and everything everything ! [: cant wait for june to come ! we will have ton of fun together dear girl .
hanging out till late night , sleep over & everything .
cant wait ! ;D call me again soooooon ! ;D

ps, i love you beloved nisa !

i hate hate hate hate hate public speaking !
my topic for the mock test today was like ' the poor is always with us . '
like OMFG ! i practically stoned la . i dunno what to say !
i keep stumbling and stuttering over my words like a complete idiot la .
i dunno why halfway through my speech i suddenly like lost control of my emotions & cried.
anyway , i have to really thank my dearest TING HUI [:
for giving me all the enouragement and support when i cried !
& thanks for the warm hug you gave me after that ! ;D
i am soooo touched !
Anyway , teacher gave me a second topic , ' if i only had $2 in my pocket ' . However , i did better the second time . (: yayness !
& again, dearest TING HUI [: was there holding my hand all the while when i said the speech ! thanks thanks !
i really wanna thank the whole 1A01 for encouraging me
& most importantly , TING HUI ! who was there for me throughout the whole test ! [: i was indeed touched by her actions today ! ;D
&&& i am so NOT looking forward for next week public speaking ! :(
wish me luck people !

ps, you are a great friend tinghui !

yes , i know i have changed .
I know you are reading my blog now. All i want to tell you is that , though i have changed , in my heart , i still really love all of you people . Im sincerely sorry for all the hurt i had caused to you , making you shed countless of tears for me . Though, i may not expressed it, i want you to know i am equally upset as well when i see you all so depressed over me . im truly sorry . However, i want you to know this , regardless of how late i reach home every single day, not having eaten dinner with all of you for ages , i want all of you to know that i still care and love for you in my heart . i really do .
i am really tired of all the conflicts i have with you each day . each time i step home , i know what it will be like, thus , im afraid to step home . i dont want to quarrel with you , you understand ? i hate to see you so upset . i really dun like it .
I also know that you know all the bad things i have done . i do not want to say out here too . However, i just want to let you know, i am not as bad as what all of you think of me . i can assure you that i will not smoke and take drugs or what so ever. dont worry ok ? Yes, deep in my heart, i am really thankful for all the concern you have for me . but some times i feel its just too overboard that it becomes annoying. but of course , i still appreciate it. [: Since you violently object me to go for piercing , i give you my word, i wont .
Lastly, i want to let you know, though i always come back very late at night , & all the bad things i had done in the past , i promise you , i WILL get a degree and i WONT come home one day in trouble . I promise . I also will not get in trouble anymore , and will not let you clean up all the trouble i caused outside . im sorry for all the things i have done ! i dont need your trust in anything , but just trust me in this . ok ? & do not worry for me always because i have grown up and i promise you i will behave myself when i need to .
& happy mother's day . im sorry i am unable to celebrate mothers day with you .
but still , ps. i sincerely love all of you regardless of anything ;D