haven blogged for ages .
anyway , to sum up , many things have happen between me and him .
all the quarrels we had daily .
but all this aint worst that when i found out you called someone else dear.
and that someone happen to be your so called gan jie .
wtf can . till now it really pain me when i rmb that particular day when i saw your msges . hais .
all the explaination & reasoning you gave me .
what can i do ? just accept it ?
i said i believe you all that & it may seem that way too .
but deep in my heart , i really dunno .
should i still give you my 100 % faith & confidence ?
or should i keep a closer eye on you ?
you did not explain much to me .
& each time i rake it up you get irritated.
you only said what she sad then want you to call her dear awhile .
so you called ? fancy calling some one else dear when you already have a gf ?
what are you thinking man . dont you feel disgusted ?
should i still trust you when you told me that ?
& the based on the fact that you lied to me MANY MILLION TIMES .
no matter wad , i still CHOOSE to believe your explaination .
am i plain stupid or just ignorant ?
but everytime a ask you more about it .
you just said you forget what you msg back . how true is that la .

anyway . we are kind of ok now already .
decided to close one eye about it
& CHOOSE to believe every single thing that you said .
Up to now , i do not know if its the truth .
i do not know if really nothing went on within you & the bitch .
& i do not AND will not look into it anymore .
i will just believe and trust you .
and will choose to deceive myself .
If the same thing happen again , then im sorry .

i will always rmb bitch msg in your phone
: ok la dear , i forgive you , next time dont talk to other gals already ok ?
what he sent before that , that would make her say this ?

wadever . dun let me see your name in his phone again.
i swear i will rip your bitch face apart & pull out every single hair on your body .
EVEN IF IT COST MY LIFE .
fuck pussy upside down YOU BITCH .
keep your filthy hands to yourself & leave my boy alone .
P.S i aint fucking scared of you .